: Every time that I bleed it's my affection Every time that I come clean it's my humiliation And everything that I say, I say to save myself Everything
: You see me walking away What more could I say than sorry I failed by all your complaints You pushed a life change but it's not me And filthy hands
: Maybe I, I didn't seem to have a thing left to say I bottled it far away Maybe I, I tried too hard to find someone to blame Maybe it's me who changed
: I looks outside and see that everything is perfect Except for me I'll always be the one who sits and stares And now it's killing me, it's just killing
: Why are we here I always seem to ask myself Question awerted by the thought of someone else And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried
: Please leave me alone For I cannot let this go It's the lie that I live Everything that I give Shut the fuck up! Please tell me that I have grown For
: Can't simplify all the things that burn inside But when you ask, I'm fine but I'm lying all the time It's tough to say when you laugh at me this way
: I feel like I don't exsit I'm trying to hard to cope with this 'Cause if it means too much Then it means too much to me I'm pulling your strings but
: 'Cause it moves just like you And it breaks just like me And it lies just like them And these walls are protecting me And so the story goes Strip
: Sunlight warms my face It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'Cause
: Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought
: So I sit here alone Trying to find my own way To cope with everything That I've done wrong So I try real hard not to see What you've done to me But
: Use me as much as you can Cause you've never been More than a friend Cause I try to push you away And make myself clean And forget you hurt me CLEAN
: I sign at the world Because you don't seem to care And if I grow old Then you were never there And yet it's hard just to find The only way back inside
: Hey man, want to try Wanna be that guy that I hate And hey man, want to front some shit Want to claim you're it And be insane It's not about you It
: Center is where I see myself In the beginning I'm sitting in the middle Of a crowded room Nobody hears me Trying to reach out Just trying to scream
: I try not to hate you Not to hate me But it just won't go away I see all I can see I'm hoping for a brighter day Watch as you go Watch as I wave goodbye
: Look back inside Will I ever realize That this thing This man was me But then I suffocate Everything that I relate It's not the same Life that we knew
