: I'm flushing down pills I'm lost in my will This has been haunting me way too long And I can't rewind I'm suffering kind I've been abusing way too
: How does it make you feel when i look away Feelings that will never seem to fade i try to Find you, you hold your head up high i let it all Fall down
: It was you That showed me who I am And taught me how to stand For what I know is real I was sick of all the pain Tired of all the shame that I felt
: Look around and tell me what you see, a place Surrounded by the hate that hides in the Shadows inside of you, inside of me, what can we Ever hope
: Desperate and waiting, frozen to the core, numb To this feeling, needing something more all i Keep thinking is where i need to be, all i can hope
: Mother mother can you hear me, i keep trying Just to find me all i know now, all you s how me, Endless questions, hopeless ending This bitter pill
: Our candle burns away the ashes full of lies i gave my soul to you you cut me from behind nowhere to run nowhere to hide your scared if the truth
: Something keeps on pulling me down And I feel like I'm losing ground Trying just to find my reasons And losing sense of what is real Willing to believe
: Biting the hand that feeds you, lying to the voice Inside, reach out to beg for something this life Is a lesson, take what you're given feeding on
: Fear falls hard like rain again washing over me You say nothing will ever change what do i Believe You fall deep inside again nothing left to see
: Step back inside the lie again, you'll find you're Wearing thin Killing the sympathy as you take another swing At me now Fighting your inner self
: All the games you play I won't take the blame I gave you trust You spit it out and call my name I'm taking back what's left from all these Selfish
: Alone again again alone Patiently waiting by the phone Hoping that you will call me home The pain inside my love denied Hopes and dreams swallowed
: As I lie tossing in my bed Lost in my fears remembering what you said And I try to hide the truth within The mask of myself shows its face again Still
: In my eyes you see the pain With each lie I take the blame With each sigh I slowly fall away You are there when I need you You sew me up when I bleed
: I hear the words you say to me I see the way you look at me I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I know the fear
: I need you to feel exactly like I do inside But I feel so alone again I try to find a better life Somewhere far away from here But I need you to believe
: I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes